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I have POCD and people constantly misunderstand it and call me a pdfphile Which really hurts me and makes me even feel worse about myself As if ocd has not done that enough already 😔

I don't watch porn alot but I still keep much interest in girls ❤

If you work on the SPH answer this. I was on last night and I accidentally slept on chat. I feel so bad because prob wasted there time. I went back this morning and asked them if they can find that employee and tell her I ended up ok. Will they tell her? I want to know so I can stop feeling bad?

Very articulate.

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mine is like we don't have free will

Can psilocybin eliminate pure ocd permanently?

Hello, it happens to me that I feel deep anguish, my head fills with philosophical thoughts that cause me fear and anxiety, which are enhanced by DPDR, I look at my family, friends or other people and I see them strangely, Life now seems like a simulation, I'm having a very bad time and at times I get the idea that the best thing is to die.

Thank you so much for this, it is truly relieving

I'm 16 and i really want to understand if i have POCD or not. When i was 13, i had this short burst of intense distress over the thought of becoming a pedophile when i was older, but it went away quickly. I never had another thought involving that topic, but at 15 it came back. I became that distressed because it came out of nowhere i was crying and crying for three days straight, non stop. I didn't sleep, i refused to eat because i believed i didn't even deserve to do it, and i eventually went to a&e because i was so terrified and paranoid that i would do something. I sat in the a&e waiting room with my mum and i was bawling my eyes out and repeatedly telling my mum i was a horrible person and i don't understand why I'm like this. I have a 6 year old niece and I've been alone with her, and i haven't had an urge to do anything sexual towards her and i love her to pieces. The first few days i ever experienced these thoughts i actually refused to be on my own, like i would follow my mom around EVERYWHERE and i would be terrified at the thought of having a chance to do something to a child or even think of it. I have suffered from being molested at a VERY young age, and i don't know if my brain is just confused and muddled up with it or if I'm genuinely turning into a pedophile. I also used to be scared that i would become a serial killer for some reason, but I'm starting to think that's because i grew up in a violent environment. I have these urges to do things to myself while thinking of children, and when i give in and do it i end up crying and feeling immensely guilty to the point i feel like hurting myself. I have had thoughts of suicide as an option and today i even wondered what would be the quickest and most painless way to just end my own life. I came here for reassurance and a way to convince myself fully that these are just irrational and stupid thoughts that will go away and are not actually ME. Also the weirdest thing about it is I had this obsessive crush on this older celebrity, to the point i would watch his films and watch videos about him for hours every single day and when these thoughts started, that attraction for him just suddenly disappeared. I've never been attracted to chidren before and i have even been attracted to men way older than me (for example a teacher).

im 13 with ocd and i just recently started having even worse thoughts and sometimes they can make me really u[set and i feel like i cant have a normal relationship with anyone bc of the things i unintentionally think. thanks for making me feel better about it :)

What happens if you text them?

Suffering from this even if it just ocd make me want to end it all i really loved to live atypical life

The doctor say they use 25mg. Is this 25mg of psilocybin ? And hoe do you calculate the gram of the mushroom to take 25mg psilocybin (in general)

If you call do they tell your parents

I wanna suicide but 988 is blocked in my country somehow....

Dr. Steven Philippson is the type of therapist you are glad to have as an Affected

What I notice with all these examples is that we are afraid of taboo topics. Would this type of ocd still exist if these taboos were not considered as such?

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I LOVE YOU HAHAHA. 2 years and 1 suicide attempt untill I found I had OCD and wasn't insane.

That’s what I am suffering from

What I experience, which may not even be "existential" OCD, is intense rumination about psychological models. I like to call it "psychoanalysis paralysis"; it's where I obsess about trying to find complete logical consistency within my understanding of psychological models. I have spent hundreds of hours going down a rabbit hole to figure out things like personality (I'm INTP, enneagram 5w4 with tritype 548 and sp/sx), intelligence (IQ 135+ tested at the proctored Mensa exam), psychopathology (obsessing about potentially being ASD, ADHD, OCD among other things, but (trying to) arrive at a 'false, until proven otherwise') etc. What keeps me going is that I am almost constantly bombarded with information that makes me seriously doubt my own understanding, like seeing someone who inaccurately uses psychological terms, like saying that they're 'a little OCD' making me hyperaware of the true-or-false nature of actually fitting the labels. I spend the majority of my free time obsessing about meaningless details, and I desperately want to get out of it. I have already stopped seeing psychology as an 'exact science' long ago. But I still keep ruminating. Which is why I'm starting to see it as a form of OCD, even if it isn't diagnosable with the DSM-5.

All these ROCD videos seem to be from a mans perspective or something. I experience ROCD mainly through self scrutinization rather than scrutinizing my partner. For example, i wonder if im flirting by accident with someone other than my partner. I wonder if my partner will leave me for small flaws or for stating needs. I even wonder if i am ruining other peoples relationships with eachother when i interact with them

Has anyone else ever struggled with the theme of determinism/free will? Been so bad for almost six weeks and started to lose the feeling that I have any control over my own life. Just a brain responding to external/genetic stimuli and so nothing I’ve done - nor anything anyone else has done - deserves to be legitimately praised or blamed. Feels so real with neuroscience supporting it and that sense I referred to that I’ve not been in charge.

I need someone to answer me This ocd got me so bad that many people think i am gay cause i made aproblem with someone over somthing that wasn't meant for me and i took it personaly because i am 7/24 suffering what to do in my case got so depressed to unimaginable degree and they think i am depressed because what they think is right i isolate my self and people keep acusing me help please you are lucky guys it is only in your head mine got out

And the brain is so powerful it will start making images 🥲

Does it cost money to call

I’m telling y’all, this guy may cost a fortune to talk to but he is so damn good. Steven’s the best of the best

What if im too afraid to use exposure and response prevention?

I've been gay my whole life .. never slept with a woman at all.. but this feeling keeps coming back! It's doing my head in.. it goes away and then comes back again and ruins my life and dominates my thoughts all through the day.. I see an attractive guy and I feel numb which makes me feel like 'oh I must be straight' .. it's very, very debilitating

And it's living HELL.

Fingerprints or body oils that are on our hands that that leave fingerprints on objects is another example.

Huh

Thank you for this. This is much like Michael Singer who teaches about yoga psychology and the Releasing and Releasing technique to release blockages that keep us from fully connecting to the source. The addiction to listening to the mind is very strong and because of our sick culture we tend to have very disturbed minds.

it’s not a mood disorder. Sorry you are so wrong , my rage is so bad I am taking. , LITHUM A MOOD DISORDER DRUG

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i feel so heard looking through these comments.

This video was a turning point in my life. Thank you Dr Phillipson

This cannot be a normal human behaviour. Or even can be categorised as disease just in the sake of diversity

Christ Himself battled this mental illness in the Pharisees: ‭‭"And He [Christ] spake this parable unto certain which trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others: *Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican. The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.* " - _Luke 18 : 9-14_ This is the appointed Gospel reading towards the beginning of Great Lent, as it warns Orthodox Christians present not to fall into Pharisaical delusion.

I have intrusive thoughts combined with thought broadcasting so it's real fun and games.

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it turns out that i dont have pedo ocd am actualy a p*do

I remember watching this as I first got diagnosed trying to understand what was happening to me. I can’t believe I’m here on the other side of treatment, a place I didn’t believe existed. Thank you so much for normalizing this experience. It helped give me strength to believe in myself enough to start erp.

YES OMG, I'm not the only one

I think i might have POCD, I'm scared i might be a pedo, but i don't have that many intrusive thoughts, i just look and i feel my insides and face gettin hot, while my heartbeat gets faster, i still have intrusive thougts but they feel forced, is this still POCD?

I grew up in a fundamentalist/Southern Baptist household as an only child, and it felt like I was being constantly monitored for sinful behavior by my parents and God himself! I constantly felt like I had to tread carefully, dotting every "i" and crossing every "t" with zealous precision. I think religious OCD exposes everything wrong with fundamentalism, and I wish it was talked about more!

Really good real life examples and so much useful information. Thanks!

Thank you